u/Additional_Cash9342 — reddlx

Hi Guys I'm already feeling so heavy typing this idk its been a year already now I broke up with my ex and I had just returned to my hometown when all of this happened its been a year I've been at home unemployment honestly life doesn't feel the same anymore I'm leaving abroad in a few months hopefully if my visa gets approved and ive been away for the past 2 years abroad life was really hard and after breakup ive been at home the entire time its just that everything happened around the same time i didnt choose to stay at home but it just happened.Now I'm feeling low and questioning everything in life im also on my period so idk if its the hormones but I genuinely dont feel the same anymore i hate myself ive gained weight my clothes don't fit me anymore i dont even feel pretty And now im also questioning going back abroad ive been waiting for it happen now i kinda feel like ill get lonely there again and ive lost it i dont trust anyone anymore idk it feels so different. Is this Normal guys how do i overcome this feeling ?