u/Additional-You-7397

I've thrown myself into hobbies and doing lots of things to avoid thinking, but it's really hard. I keep thinking about what he's doing and it hurts so much. I loved him so much and now I don't have him. The worst part is that I can't ask my mom for advice because she doesn't know.

If only I hadn't been so stupid, maybe I wouldn't have been groomed and fallen in love with him

It's so annoying to see how those perverts try to message any victim who posts or comments here. It's hilarious to see how they invent any excuse to send you a message. The other day, even a supposed therapist wrote to me. I know that shouldn't surprise me, but it still impresses me that they don't give up and bother anyone.

I've recently been thinking that maybe I'll never be loved because of my past with grooming. I feel dirty, I feel alone, and I wish I'd never chatted with those men.