I don't know what to do
I'm 18 now in my senior year. I've been in only 2 serious relationships and they both sa'd me. Sometimes I wonder if it was actually that or if I'm being overdramatic. They both seemingly have forgotten about it. I dread going to school everyday seeing him and his new girlfriend whom was also my old friend. After we broke up, everyone at school would tell me and acknowledge how badly he treated me. But hes the one still surrounded with friends. And I'm the one whos forgotten and just remembered as his ex. My other ex also has another girlfriend. I feel guilty. I feel like I should warn them. Then I also wonder if I actually experienced something worth warning them about. I don't know what to do. I've been told to just heal and move on. I have 2 friends that still willingly hangout with my first ex even after knowing what I experienced so sometimes I think its not as big of a deal as I thought it was. Its my last senior year so maybe I should move on but one of those friends is trying to talk and hang around me as if I hadn't stopped talking to him for a couple months now. Sorry if my grammar sucks, this is just a vent and I'm writing down everything in my head.