u/AdSuccessful4362

I came into the relationship, that’s now going on a year, fairly confident and am now very far from that. My bf told me he had a porn issue that ended a couple months before we started dating. I made it clear that I was not okay with porn or anything lewd on social media. He had a sticker of a porn star with very large breast on his car for a very long time until I finally asked him to take it down. He was following very curvy women on social media when we started dating that would make strictly thirst traps flaunting their bodies in very little clothes, sometimes you could see their boobs through sheer tops, which I also made him unfollow. There were a lot of other occasions where I was made aware of this lewd sort of content being around him and it almost always involved a woman with large breasts. I am pretty skinny and have pretty small boobs and not much curves, he used to get ED for the first few months we were getting sexually active. I’m typically the one to initiate sex. And he doesn’t really look at me in a way that makes me feel like he’s attracted to what he sees. He promises he’s attracted to me but it’s so hard to believe atp. Sorry this was a lot, I’ve been holding this all in for so long and have no one to talk to.