u/AdRevolutionary2438

How do undo psychology done to me from a person I thought was a friend. Every time I let him in for a smoke he would whisper things but I could never actually hear what he was saying. Now for some reason his name is stuck in my head I can't control it it's really annoying and that's only the start of it. In short I know he betrayed my trust now the goals I had in mind for myself are now directed towards him. I don't know what to do nor tell my doctor but I think this is the first step in getting help for the abuse. I feel betrayed and sad because I really thought he was my friend