I DUMPED HIM!!!
a week ago i posted about being in a loveless relationship and after a lot of thinking and many helpful tips, i decided it doesnt matter if our lease is until december- i am breaking it off. and i did. and just so happens that i accidentally met a great guy right after, we immediately clicked and have gone out on a few dates and it has been the most amazing experience. he has done more for me in 2 days than my ex has in 5 YEARS. i have not felt like a woman and like a fucking person in so long, and whether this works out or becomes a short fling, it gave me hope that hot smart and kind men still exist. respectful men who take care of themselves exist. all my friends are so happy rhat i am free of fucking shackles. i feel so free. mind you, he didnt even give a fuck, not even a drop of sadness. anyway, here is a plate of amazingly marinated spam and im so so giddy to see this guy again tomorrow. i feel like a part of me that died long ago has been resurrected. yall i thought i was fucking asexual, turns out my body was just actually rejecting my ex. suddenly i am not as depressed, want to take care of myself better, and im so attracted to this guy. he learned about my education and research and told me he was so proud of me- something ive never heard before. i cant believe i let a man suffocate me for years and i am so happy to feel like myself again