u/AdRelevant1390

hey guys..My name is Steven.i hope everyone is doing fine today. just to cut to the chase i am an ex opiate addict. i have been clean for 7 years now. it all started with a few 3.5 gram doses and that started the ball rolling on getting clean. it just did something to me and it worked. i cant explain it. i ended up not doing them for a few years due to life, ya know. about 2 years ago i ended up in a bad depression. i was a bad father, a bad husband and bad friend. i started microdosing a few times a week around that time along with a 3.5 dose every other month or so. it took some time but after a while i felt a change. i was happier. my kids wanted to be around me again. my love life kicked off again.

financially i just cant keep up anymore. i have been scammed three times. once for raw and twice on syringes with one of them using my bank account info. it seriously broke my heart. im not someone doing these to be tripping all the time. im a guy who tried something and it worked with low doses.

so my point to this whole post is where do you guys trust to get genetics? someone who just wont run off with your money. im really apprehensive to buy from just anywhere now because of all this. i really feel like the only way i can keep up my "treatment" is by just doing it myself now. so please point me in the right direction.

if someone is looking for someone to mentor through small scale personal harvests please DM me. i can honestly use a friend as well.

have a good day/evening friends!

has a dr that will give more than 4 oz? long story short i was addicted to opiates for 10 years. i have been clean off the opiates for 7 years with the help of methadone. well, i successfully weaned myself off of 200 mg methadone over a little over 2 years. the problem is i guess methadone was helping me with a lot of aches and pains i didnt really notice until now. i been going through a lot of flower as a result. releaf is on some bullshit about not giving me more than 4 oz and im only at 24,000 mg for inhalation. even that is after taking away oral, topical and most of my edibles to get that. im in desperate need of a better doctor. idc what i have to pay i just dont want to have to go backwards in my sobriety to stay out of pain when i know there is a dr out there that will give me what i needs.