u/AdImpossible7966

33F. I married my best friend and we don’t really have sex much. Maybe once every 2-3 weeks if that. I mostly do favors for him. He takes viagra because of problems getting and staying hard. I feel bad when I am attracted sexually to someone else. I feel unsatisfied most of the time. Constantly day dreaming of being with someone else. I’ve kind of started thinking that I am into older men. More experience and maturity that I don’t have with my husband. My husband gets worked up over small things. We have no kids. I can’t afford to live on my own with how expensive everything is and I don’t have family. I love his family and they treat me well. I don’t really know what to do. I’m torn between leaving and getting a divorce and living on a tight paycheck by myself and meeting new people or staying in it and hoping it goes away. At some point I will be old and my feelings for wanting to be satisfied sexually will go away. So because of that, does sex in a marriage really matter?