Entj or Intj
Hi guys. This will probably just be for guys. Everyone could help but I dont think women would function the same way with these cognitive functions.
I have thought for the last seven years that I am an Entj. I was the best at everything. I was admired. Had charm and charisma, felt like Jesus everywhere I went. This stopped since I lost my love. But it was to be truly honest never about being the best but about knowing you are the best. It just an evidence for your Highness so to say.
So I have this weird thing and it hasn't stopped since my childhood. I listen to music take a small thing and throw it in the air and move my body and imagine me being mighty as fuck. Better houses, better cars, more women, more power and so on.
And I even now that I am older it never stopped. And this ultimate hunger for these things is what let me to believe that I may be an Intj. It's the Se inferior. The deepest motivation. And it would make a lot of sense. Because of my hunger I lost the love of my life.
Anyways also why I think that I am an Intj is because I have some things and achieved things that only a so called a genius can do. But if I am honest. It was just because I am ultra fast and I do things but I never felt that I was really that deeeeep into sth. Which bothers me. Because now I am studying medicine and although I am the best it's hard as fuck for me to just like sit and do. I fucking hate that and the pressure is coming because I want to get this test to 100% and I dont think it's possible but It can't me impossible because I am the best or that's how it should be why would I live if not. I just want to build a perfect system to do not a single mistake.
And I thought maybe the Ni and the ability to see patterns makes you just high on life and thinking too mighty and the Se inferior just can't keep up and that's where you can go mad because you are always on a pursuit. And I started just hyper analyzing everything. Especially with the AI. Claude and ChatGPT. I analyze everything to find out my mistakes and especially my emotional state because it effects my productivity. In the last few years I was always shitting on emotions and cosplaying some role which was a lie but now I let them out because I need to know what is goings on so I can continue work. And it ends in fucking spirals. And Entj wouldn't probably do that
The real question is do I do things because I feel not seen? That would be an Entj Te Ni Se Fi
Or do I do things because I am hungry and I feel empty without them? That would be an Intj Ni Te Fi Se
But I have to mention that it's just so combined and so similar. You can't just say what your are.
But looking at the way I write it's like clearly Ni over Te.
Also why I thought definitely Entj is because I am very very extroverted. I need time alone but also with People. I dominate every conversation. I never had a conversation in my life where the other person did anything to initiate. I dont even know how you People date. I just mostly talk with myself and it's so amusing for me and for others that they shut up and listen and when I ask I am a very good hearer. And I am known as confident. Especially older women like aunts or professors who knew me more said I would be a mix of an Alpha and Omega which I find very interesting. I approach alot of women. I like People. But tbh it's never about the social life it's always about my status. Always. I dont really care that much if I have everything I want. But on the on other hand this clearly Se inferior somewhere. And Se is the lack of sitting and doing nothing and dream which I also have now massively
And I thought I couldn't be Intj because Intj Men are nerds and cowards and can't talk. I mean how are you even smart when you can't talk. And they have serious problems like trying to be politically correct, they dont stand up against everything and everyone because of fear and I never had that. So I don't know maybe I am wrong and I never knew the real Intj because I never informed myself. Tbh the Entj sub is also incompetent fucks that only brag about them not caring. I mean these People have fucking Ni and Fi. There main thing is to care but they are just weird and probably Reddit mbti People.
Dont wanna hear the mbti isn't everything.
If you know something and can help me out with is it would be very nice regardless of man or woman if you know the cognitive functions. Maybe you can also read what I am out of my art of expression.
And if you have had the same problems - I would be very thankful for help 😊🙏