u/AdDiligent4088

I was recently hired as a server for this smaller and newer restaurant, which was pretty exciting as this is my first real job.
Employer asks me to come in on Saturday for my first day, and I go ahead and agree.
I show up, and the only thing the bosses taught me was how to clock in, and after that, they point at the counter and tell me to just go there. I had to ask co-workers on what to do and how to do literally any tasks. And honestly, I was completely lost for half of my shift.
There were too many customers, so many plates coming out, and people asking me questions I didn’t have answers to.
I was scolded at twice for forgetting to remove tickets from the plate, which is definitely my fault.
I was scoffed at for not understanding orders fast enough/needing clarification from my boss.
Halfway through, they told me to stop serving and to start cleaning and setting up tables. I basically prepped tables with their water, do rounds of picking up people’s dirty plates, clear up and wipe down all the empty tables.
When I looked outside and the line was stretched out longer than I can see out the window, I just felt this sense of dread. What made it worse is that I could still tell it was daytime.
Everyone else was working five times as faster than I was, and I knew I looked lazy and incompetent compared to everyone else because none of the customers knew it was my first day, and the bosses didn’t seem to act like it (besides asking for my name)
Once I clocked out, it was just this feeling of freedom. I hadn’t had a good sip of water the entire shift, and I barely got to sit down.
It was one of the most horrific experiences I’ve ever had to work through.

Quitting was already on my mind halfway through my shift, but now I am second guessing. My coworkers are extremely nice people, they helped me so much. Plus, I just so happened to work on Mother’s Day weekend, which was busy and stressful for everyone.
But the thought of clocking in again stresses me out. I already have a feeling my boss doesn’t like me, as he left my text asking about the pay schedule on seen. Don’t get me wrong, I want to work. I’ve been through several interviews before landing this job.
But the idea of stepping in the place again makes me physically revolt.
Do I push through? Should I give up?

I was recently hired as a server for this smaller and newer restaurant, which was pretty exciting as this is my first real job.
Employer asks me to come in on Saturday for my first day, and I go ahead and agree.
I show up, and the only thing the bosses taught me was how to clock in, and after that, they point at the counter and tell me to just go there. I had to ask co-workers on what to do and how to do literally any tasks. And honestly, I was completely lost for half of my shift.
There were too many customers, so many plates coming out, and people asking me questions I didn’t have answers to.
I was scolded at twice for forgetting to remove tickets from the plate, which is definitely my fault.
I was scoffed at for not understanding orders fast enough/needing clarification from my boss.
Halfway through, they told me to stop serving and to start cleaning and setting up tables. I basically prepped tables with their water, do rounds of picking up people’s dirty plates, clear up and wipe down all the empty tables.
When I looked outside and the line was stretched out longer than I can see out the window, I just felt this sense of dread. What made it worse is that I could still tell it was daytime.
Everyone else was working five times as faster than I was, and I knew I looked lazy and incompetent compared to everyone else because none of the customers knew it was my first day, and the bosses didn’t seem to act like it (besides asking for my name)
Once I clocked out, it was just this feeling of freedom. I hadn’t had a good sip of water the entire shift, and I barely got to sit down.
It was one of the most horrific experiences I’ve ever had to work through.

Quitting was already on my mind halfway through my shift, but now I am second guessing. My coworkers are extremely nice people, they helped me so much. Plus, I just so happened to work on Mother’s Day weekend, which was busy and stressful for everyone.
But the thought of clocking in again stresses me out. I already have a feeling my boss doesn’t like me, as he left my text asking about the pay schedule on seen. Don’t get me wrong, I want to work. I’ve been through several interviews before landing this job.
But the idea of stepping in the place again makes me physically revolt.
Do I push through? Should I give up?

My partner and I practice safe sex (condom) but I’m still extremely paranoid.
There has been several times within the time of my last period ending and this period being due where I’ve been in a stressful position (first day working, failed tests, etc)
I know that stress could mess with my period, but I’m not sure if it could cause it to be almost a week late!
I took a test once yesterday after drinking a lot of fluids, which I now know could mess with the accuracy, so I took one again at around noon (second pee of the day) and they both came out negative.
Is there a possibility I could still be pregnant? Should I take more tests? I am stressed!