u/AdAware8616

I am a 17 yo (M) from Nepal where household issues are very common but in my case i feel like it's getting way out of hands. Today i studied approximately 8 hours as my finals are approaching and started playing some games when my mom suddenly came up grabbed my ipad and almost broke it and started beating me, I'm not allowed to stop her from hitting me as i get grounded for doing so and i get beaten up very often like this. My dad works abroad at brunei since i was in 4th grade and he always takes my mom's side without hearing me out or just threatens me about kicking me out for not obeying my mom but in reality I'm getting beaten up almost daily with this big metal rod and I'm not allowed to do anything other than study. Being beaten up is almost a daily routine in my life now but what hurts more is that my mom wishes she aborted me as I'm not appealing to look at as compared to my cousins and relatives and for feeling insecure about what people think of me. I'm just seeking for any type of advice that can make a difference to my life.