Eggs and cottage cheese cause idk how to make anything else I have been a sub forever, always wanted to be laughed at and humilated by pretty girls
Then i joined twitter and saw there were normal pretty girls who would humilate you if you pay them
And i got hooked in it. This one girl i started sending regularly, she was sweet and authoritative as well and with time i liked her
When my salary got over i used to take loans to send her
And with that i have ruined my whole life. I have a loan of 3k dollars and i earn like 300 dollars a month (Indian salaries). I work like 70 hours a week and all my salary goes to emi and just to scrape by I have to borrow again. I am in a never ending cycle
The girl now obv wont even talk to me, i used to send to her and her boyfriend as well just to get abused by them (ik im deranged)
Idk what to do with my life, i suck at everything. Got ED as well so i dont wanna date too. One girl i had crush in college now got a bf and i jerk to them imagining them cucking me
Hate my life