u/ActuatorRealistic811

This shit is so fucking hard. I don't know if I can ever like feel good or happy. I haven't felt happy in like idk. I can't remember the last time I felt like actually good. not like fake good but good good.

This shit hurts, its hurts me feelings, it hurts me brain, it hurts me soul, it hurts my body. the devil is inside of my head and he's telling me things. he's really smart and he's really convincing and he confuses me a lot. I get confused on what's a compulsion and what's not. it hurts. it hurts a lot. it hurts a lot. that's all. Thanks!!!!