PLEASE HELP!!
17F. I don’t know what to do anymore I’m genuinely so lost. I had the surgery three years ago and my back has been hurting so much lately and I’ve tried to complain to my doctor TWO TIMES and he just tells me to go to PT and prescribes me medicine. I HAVE TRIED PHYSICAL THERAPY AND IT JUST DOESN’T WORK FOR ME!!!! He tells me that the x-rays shows that everything is “normal” and everything looks fine but I don’t feel “normal,” I don’t feel “okay” and I feel frustrated and helpless because he is supposed to help me and I think it’s something else I’ve tried to explain and he just doesn’t help me. Am I the problem? Is there something wrong with me? I can’t go back to being “normal”? What does it even mean?? How am I supposed to go back to my old self. I genuinely don’t know if I’m crazy for feeling like this.
I can’t sleep at night and I’m really trying to manage everything but it’s just been too much lately and I don’t know what to do I’m so tired.
Any advice is greatly appreciated!!!! 😭