What should I do ?
Salam please I need douaa and advices , I and have an important exam in less than a month and I am in a basketball team since 3years I made everything so it works but my coaches and a group of girls hate me and few girls we are not really friends but there is no hate or problems between us , I have attachement to One of the coaches , ig deleted my account and when I created another the coaches and other ppl didn’t accept the invitation even tho I had them on the previous account , then I went out at night with my dad and saw that one coach we were a bit far so I played like I didn’t see him when he saw me his reflex was to hide behind a car then leaved , I accelered to see with who he was and it was with a boy from his team I felt like he asked that guy to turn around to see if I saw him , I was praying allah since a long time for him to appreciate me and for me to feel good in that team , should leave them ? I don’t have the force or the courage even tho I think it causes me enxiety but I am really afraid to regret it if I leave and btw I didn’t go since 2.5 months due to other reasons . What should I do ?