u/Actual-Low2884

Not Completely left, but gave me 2 months to improve this thing,

If this works, improvement on my verbal abuse while I'm angry/irritated, she would come back, if not, then I guess I'll be stuck with guilt that I could not get myself to fix this problem.

How do I actually fix this, my father used to curse me with words while he's frustrated or angry, I know some part of this came from him, but I cannot let it be as it is and certainly cannot blame him for this,

I want to fix this and earn her trust back, and I need genuine solution for this problem based on other's past experience and how did they fixed this.