u/Active_Kangaroo_6672

I hate being a man, ive been wanting to transition since i was 12 but im too fucking scared. I still live with my transphobic family, so getting caught would be worse than death. Cant move out cause its impossible to even get a fast food job here. I dont know what to do. Im a failure. Only 2 friends, I dont talk to anyone, barely go outside, really awkward and socially anxious. I just want to be able to live normally like everyone else. It never gets better. It feels like i was doomed from the start