Learn from my mistake: Cherish your friends
Throwaway account cause he reads this sub as well. I'll won't go into detail about mine.
But I fucked up and broke up with a friend because my expectations were high but broken, it hurts more than my ex breakup. I am not feeling too well the last week, I can't really eat or work properly, I didn't think it would hit me this hard.
What can I say to you people, cherish your friends, the fact I stupidly say to people: "don't make long term decisions with temporary situations" and yet, I couldn't even put that to practice myself.
Cause true friends will be there for you, they will be there when you break up, your ups and downs, you can call them, you can meet them when something goes wrong.
Go message your close friends now and say you love them. I threw it all away cause I couldn't handle myself.