Is this where I need to be?
WHAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO PLEASE HELP ME
I meant this guy a year ago and when I met him, I was caught up an active addiction and about a month after we dated I decided that I wanted to get clean he was actively using as well. I went to treatment and let them use my friend Car that I really worked hard to get and I just relapsed a year ago from 6 1/2 years of sobriety and I had the good job. I made $38 an hour and the nice car in the home and I got my kids back like the whole 9 yards well I let him use my car while in treatment and the first weekend he had it he sideswiped somebody and When I found out, he wrecked my car. I begged him multiple times to bring it back and he never would he told me what was I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do like and it went through my head was it’s not even your car. Bring me my car back and we ended up totaling it. We wrecked it four times in two weeks then I gave him another chance and he started to sell drugs, which caused me to relapse and that was like a back-and-forth thing for a little while with ultimately has costed me a lot. I was cleaning for almost 2 months. He promised me that he was done selling and using it, and I was looking for a lighter one day to light my cigarette and reached in his pants pocket and pulled out a bag of dope and there we go back on the train again now here I am I’m losing that good job in the process of termination. It’s a large company in this year. I have lost everything due to my decisions at the end of the day here towards the end he doesn’t come home he will not reply. He will not call but he’ll send me a text every now and then say love you yes I’m coming back so he is a felon and he does have guns at my house and the nice things that I bought him and he left me with no money no or three I was out of work due to pink guy which caused me to lose vision in my left eye, and I have never felt so mentally and emotionally broken the way that I do now a part of me wants to sell his gun to buy groceries and that’s why I’m on here today asking what is the right thing to do should I just pack stuff and put it on the porch and tell him to come get it or should I sell his gun and the shoes that I bought them because I need help????