u/Acrobatic-Law-1935

I am doing much better on the letting go of fear around leaving Christianity, but its still lurking. I sometimes fear god is real and is angry with me ,or that demons are real and are after me, or hell is real and I’m gong there.

I get frustrated with myself when these thoughts come up. But it also makes me realise how manipulative the religion is to still have such a hold on me. It’s very cleverly crafted to suck you in and keep hold of you. Tell you there’s a problem and offer the solution that needs constant topping up. Carrot and stick to keep you once you’re in.