u/Acrobatic-Kangaroo13

So i’ve been identifying as a trans (thought i was genderfluid for a bit but mostly identifying as a guy) since i was 12 and im 16 now. I have a really bad memory so i don’t remember what made me realize i was trans and stuff. As a child i was always girly. I have socially transitioned and came out to most family and finally got my mom to accept me. I have recently been doubting if i’m trans. I don’t really have dysphoria anymore and i was on the way to start t and now i don’t know. I’m scared im gonna regret it. I sometimes see girls and feel like i maybe want to be them but i don’t know. I have a hard time thinking about myself in ways that would help me figure this out. Any advice? How can i figure this out.