u/Acrobatic-Bread998

I 33m her 31f have known each other for 16 years. We were always really good friends, about a year ago she got back into contact after being sober for 2 years, she helped me get sober and now that i am shes super close, inviting to dinner, sitting next to me on the couch when its just us, playful hitting but only to me. I dont know what to do i really love her. I dont just want sex, what i really want to do is hold her. And appreciate her. But i dont want to ruin our friendship.