u/Acedude227

Hey I am, 22 M currently and single at the moment. Around high-school I met this girl and we were together for about 1 year and six months and it has been my most successful relationship to date and it sticks with me to this day, I have never had a relationship that a women does the things she did for me and I have never felt the drive to do the things that I did for her for other women. This girl she made me confident to the point where people question if I have an ego and ill admit maybe at times I do but I tend to be able to back it up. I could go into more detail but im gonna try and keep it short. I’ve been in a couple relationships since then one that lasted around 8 to 10 months when I was 21 and the girl was 19 and that one was so mentally draining that I dont think ill ever be the same in a relationship after it, I feel like that one broke me. I've been in a couple more lately but they were all short because I ended them because I just don't feel the fire from any of them or values and wants out of life didn't match up. I feel like I won't ever find that fire and passion I had for the girl again especially after the relationship that broke me. I have no idea what to do in that sense. Does anyone have any recommendations or have gone through something similar? If so what did you do? Right now im kinda just focusing on work and college but sometimes it kinda feels empty to be by myself.