​
I never reached an orgasm until 2 years ago when I first started using a rose toy, the orgasm was amazing I used to cry everytime I orgasm, that's when I also realised I squirt. And even after that I never had that feeling through penetration. Here recently there is this guy I'm seeing, the sex feels good it makes me squirt multiple times and my confusion is how am I squirting without feeling the big orgasmic wave in my body.
At first I almost thought it was straight up pee, I tried peeing before sex and it still happened. Is it possible to squirt without getting the feeling that I get from my rose toy. Also, I can always stop seconds after getting the big wave allover my body when using the toy before I squirt.
In Summery
I squirt with penetration but without having the big wave of orgasm
I get the big orgasm through my rose toy but I can always stop seconds before I squirt