Struggling with my sexuality
I (23F) have been with my partner (M26) for 4 years now. And for awhile it’s been great, but lately I’ve been questioning my sexuality and it’s been making me feel incredibly guilty to feel this way this long into my relationship. I love my partner don’t get me wrong, and we have good sex, but lately I’ve found myself incredibly aroused by other women— be it nsfw art, girl-on-girl sex in media, or seeing women in real life in skimpy clothes. And in private, I’ve also discovered I finished much faster when I did my business while looking at lesbian videos. Hell, ive even started to figure out what i like in women. I’ve now been spiraling, because for awhile I’ve always thought I was straight as I have only ever been with men. I don’t know what I am. Am I bisexual? Am I a lesbian? Am I never gonna feel satisfied while im with my male partner? Am I being fair to him by staying? I feel so lost and scared because I feel like I don’t know who I am.