u/Accurate-Bat2949

Hello everyone i just wanted to put this out there to maybe have some words of reassurance whether it’s just anxiety that’s getting the better of me. I had a first experience and made sure to use protection. i feel like protection might’ve slipped a little during it but never came off entirely and since then i’ve just been spiraling about possibly being my exposed. note that this all happened about roughly a year ago. i’ve bought 2 at home testing kits from walgreens, first test i took in august and the second i took in late september. both tests came out negative but prior to taking them i did some research about symptoms which was probably a bad idea because it might’ve just made me more anxious because i would think im experiencing them when i may not be actually. i just need to know whether i should go in to a clinic to get tested or if the 2 take home tests i took might show that im just overreacting and have not contacted anything. im facing this alone because i feel ashamed of my own carelessness for not making sure there were absolutely no risk of contracting. thank you to anyone who reads this and leaves a comment.