I(17M) have a story to tell y'all..
So, this was 2 years back when I was in 11th grade, after the end of 10th boards exams, I took a offline coaching for JEE and both my coaching and school started in April , I had a huge crush on a girl who was my classmate for around 11 years(from nursery) but in 11th , I took science(PCM) and she took commerce, so I thought of confessing her, I started talking to her and told her," I have a crush on a girl who you know very well who she is" , like anyone else she became eager to know how a nerdy topper like guy can have crush( I got 96 in 10th btw), I used to talk to her a lot telling little little about the girl I had a crush on(which was her only lol), when I look back, how dumb and stupid was I back then, ok so now when everyone chooses different streams along with different optional subjects, our sections gets shuffled, I met a new guy in my new classroom, which I became very good friends with , like very good, I told him about my crush on that girl(ABOUT THIS GUY: He was so much into porn and stuff, he even used to watch porn in computer lab and even show me) so this guy told me," what are you even doin, go propose her", agreeing to him, I confessed her, she didn't say a word, next day she called me in recess and said I only look to you as my friend and stopped talking to me, story ended about this girl, when I told that one friend, he said,"teri to shakal bhi bekaar hai aur tera ___ bhi chhota hai(your face is also bad and your ___ is also small", after this also I didn't stopped talking to that guy(I was so fucking dumb and immature), I used to talk to him on my whatsapp openly like I didn't even lock it and all our convos about that girl, her gf , porn ,condoms and stuff was there
One fine morning, when I woke up, my father's behaviour was not like him, he was not talking to me, not answering me, I thought it was because I didn't perform up to his mark in last tests, so I forgot about it, at evening 5, he called me in his room, my mother was there sad angry and teary all at same time, he told me to sit( at that point i realised shit got real still not able to figure out what was wrong) he told me I've read all your chats with that guy, and he first of all called that guy, yelled at him and said, should I show these ss to your parents, he said sorry and then my father was yelling and scolding me , mother was crying and they both said , what are you doin, are you even studying and why are you like doing relationships and all , you are a jee aspirant and you have to study and stuff like that, after that I never talked to that guy or that girl again....
regret: of loosing a good friend like her
happy because I lost the company of that guy because of which I kinda did decent in JEE
learnings: I was immature at that time not aware of my surrounding making friends like these
also forgive me If anyone didn't like me because of my behaviour in this story and also if it was too long
Thanks for reading!!
