He’s Sober & I Still Hate Him
I mean, yeah. The title says it all. My husband has been doing everything right for almost a year & a half. Attends 4 meetings a week, sees his CSAT weekly, & has been communicating with me. No porn use. No masturbation. And I still fucking hate him. He fucking sucks for what he’s done to me & to us. I didn’t consent to be in a relationship like this. I would’ve never married him had he not played me like a fucking fool. I’m young, hot, & fucking educated. I’m a fucking prize & he still had the audacity.
Sorry, usually I’m much better than this, but not today. He ruined me & I’m drowning. I literally do not fucking care that he can be a sponsor for someone else because FUCK HIM for even being in this position to begin with. This isn’t something to fucking celebrate.