Let's have a brief background check, i come from a lower middle class family, we're poor but rich enough to buy some unnecessary wants, but we can't afford to get proper medication and medical attention for my Grandma, but she has some of her necessities, such as oxygen tanks, nebuliser and some other medication she needs, so you see Grandma has asthma, and Yes it's severe as she is an elderly, But here comes the part where I hate the most, the times her asthma attacks, because some of her attacks are understandable as she is an elderly, but sometimes her attacks are just like for attention seeking, (for more information, she GETS EVERYTHING SHE WANTS), and it's been putting all our family members into stress mode when she fakes her attacks, because she stops breathing and says she can't breathe even though we can see that she just holds her breath and "faints" when our neighbours came and look at her, and she says random things like "I didn't want this to happen, I wish i could just d*e so I can't be a burden to you guys anymore", and but wait here's the question, How can a person who can't breathe talk in a straight voice without faltering a single line?, that's what i hate the most even to the people I love, attention seeking and spouting nonsense things.
Ps. I just wanted to let my feelings out, for i have no one to lend their ear for my nonsense