u/Accomplished_Log8715

I've had this bigger mosntera for 3-4 years and never had a light source in front of it and never staked it. I've just put a piece of wood in about a week ago that I'm going to try to train it on and just got a light to go in front of it (same at the thai con) but I'm wondering, since my leaves don't all face forward since I've never had light in front of it and used to turn it since I didn't know any better, A lot of the leaves are twisted and I'm wondering if they'll eventually all fix themselves and face the light in front of it? Also, are thai cons supposed to grow slower? I've had this one for almost 2 years and it's still so tiny. Not sure what I'm doing wrong.