Lost in life
I’m a 19 year old living in Sydney that got kicked out of school in year 11 and never got the chance to ever graduate or do anything as of task paralysis and impulse behaviour. I’m completely lost in life and I cry myself to sleep, as well as crying when i wake up as I feel extremely lost and on the verge of throwing myself off a cliff.
I’ve tried applying for numerous jobs such as warehouse and hospitality jobs but nobody will take me. Just staying in bed all day and doing nothing is slowly killing me and it’s a different kind of pain when I know I’m capable of so much but have little to no motive to do anything with the mindset of "just wanna get rich".
I’m open to all advice and for those that were in my position at one point, I’d be glad to follow your complete blueprint in life as I don’t even know where to start or what I wanna become in life, I have so many people that love me and It just seems so selfish to take myself out even though it feels like the universe hates me.
I don’t even think I can try to study as nobody will take me in as I have nothing on my resume basically just a few jobs that I quit in a short notice that wouldn’t look good.
It feels like the only way to escape is to start my own business but I don’t know where to go or where to start.
I’m open to all advice and blueprints given. Thank you for taking the time to read this.