u/Accomplished-Rich102

This guy katapilla is such a good rapper and his wordplay is insane too. Gotta give him his flowerss

Girls, this is a question to those who relate and also just me talking.

I have always been really sexual, then at some point I saw it fit to get some money while having fun ( not selling myself, more like fucking someone I'm not into just cause he spends and gives me money) . Polepole I've realized I haven't felt lust for anybody 😭, I'm not turned on by anyone at all. It's like I'm losing my soul if it's not already lost.

I also don't enjoy sex anymore. My roster rn ni spenders tu, na even then I fuck like once a month and hate it. This yr pekee I've had sex like 4 times .... That's not me

Lakini I get so disgusted by these artists wenye wanatoa songs zinaudhi, low effort, just for a few clicks and a little clout, ... Wakiharibia good artists. There is like 1/4 good musicians and music being released rn... Making it difficult to be open to new artists and music. Ama ni mimi peke yangu? Idk

I was 17, so naive. Now that I think about it I should have done something about it. I was admitted at a certain hospital and they found that I had a UTI, so they prescribed an insertion tablet

At night, around 11pm I was in my room, and this doctor came. He tried to make conversation, I didn't contribute much cause, I was sick, on meds in bed almost going

He told me he had to insert the tab. Mind you this the first time I'd ever had such an issue so I didn't see anything wrong with it but as he was down there I felt not the applicator but his fingers. It was so disturbing but I didn't know what to do, he's a doctor anyway. He played with it and I was so silent I started crying. He saw that and stopped, tried to talk me down then left.

I think I buried this memory so deep I just remembered it today. I'm 22 rn. Never told a soul

Omg I'm so tired. There's always something wrong with my skin. I've spent years trying and failing. 2 weeks on ketoconazole cream, cause they swore it's fungal acne and it's even worse than when I started? I'm about to vampire and live indoors for the rest of my life istg

I've had sort of an epiphany. You know how people can't handle a really creative person so they call them things like goddess etc . What if that's exactly how it was? He just performed magic tricks and that made people go insane in writing the bible calling him heavenly things.

' let there be light' sounds like a magician to me😭. Plus, he died and schizophrenic people used to hallucinate conversations with him...

Just a thought