Where are the tears
My gf broke up with me a couple weeks ago. It was out of the blue. After I left her place I had a good cry. But since then I’ve only been able to cry once since then. But for the most part it hasn’t really phased me. I bought a new bike and have been rocking climbing and gotten back into yoga.
To preface, when we broke up she was more distraught and cried a ton. She was unsure if she even wanted to break up. But I left. This time around I am like maybe time is all she needs. I didn’t beg or try to mend anything. I won’t call for her. I figure at this point if the love was strong enough she will reach out. But I don’t feel like moping around is any good for me tbh. This is her thing to fix if she wants it. But I did wonder like am I not an emotional person? Did I not love her?
But last night I realized that I loved her the most out of anyone I’ve ever been with. But maybe more time on my side I’ll feel more effected by it. But it feels strange.