u/Acceptable-Tie2285

I lost my period January of this year to anorexia nervousa. it's been around 4 months since I've been trying to get it back, and im really struggling to get rid of old eating habits. extreme hunger freaked me tf out, and im terrified of gaining weight. I recently saw that I'd gained weight from eating more, and feel myself reverting to old habits out of familiarity. it just feels really awful and isolating, but my mind just can't accept the idea of gaining weight past a certain range while it also screams for food every 30 minutes. I want to get my period back and the doctor I went to wasn't any help at all.

this sucks.