u/Acceptable-Sweet-972

hi i’ve been w my bf for 2 years. he broke up w me like march and we got back tg two weeks later. he claims he lost feelings back then, then when he wanted to get back tg he said he was lying and that he really wanted me to find better and he thought he was a burden on me cus we are graduating highschool in a month and i have a job and im committed to a college. i found out a bunch of stuff he did during the breakup and we talked it out, i told him to tell me everything cus i don’t want to find out things later. i found smt else out, when i confronted him ab it he got really mad that i believed it and he tried to leave my house, i grabbed his arm so he wouldn’t leave and then he shoved me into the door so hard. i hurt my foot badly but i’m not bleeding or anything. he said sorry once he seen i was crying and said it was bc i. was being rlly aggressive towards him. what should i do? i’m in shock and i’m hurt but i don’t wanna say he’s physically abusive towards me bc of this, but i don’t trust him and i know things can escalate and this is how it starts.