I (22M) have been attracted to muscular women since I was very young. Over time this also developed into more specific fantasies (like transformation/growth themes, macrophilia).
I’m not sure whether this is something I should just accept as a preference or if it’s worth exploring with a specialist mainly because I’m curious about where it comes from.
I’ve actually made a private video where I explain in detail my experiences, fantasies, and some theories I have about why I developed this.
My question is: if I go to a therapist, is it appropriate to ask them to watch the video as an introduction, or is it better to explain everything gradually in conversation first?
Also, what kind of specialist would be most suitable for this? Thanks in advance!