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I feel like I am being super weird about my baby who’s 7 weeks. I don’t want anyone around her or touching her including her father sometimes cause he smokes weed and smokes vapes (outside) but I worry about residue. I don’t like it at all. She also has a 9 year old half sister that I’m weird about her touching and holding her cause she’s a dirty kid who doesn’t wash her hands and I don’t like her touching her face at all or hands. I prefer days when it’s just me and the baby by ourselves. Is this postpartum anxiety? I don’t bring her anywhere as well and people think it’s weird. In my perfect world it would just be me and her and no one else.

I was diagnosed with postpartum depression at my 6 week appointment and was prescribed lexapro. Anyone have any side effects? I’m breast feeding and my doctor said it shouldn’t affect my milk supply

I’ve been having severe pain with bowl movements even tho I’m taking stool softeners daily and eating healthy high fiber foods. It literally feels like pooping glass I can’t deal with it! everyday I’m scared that I have to go to the bathroom. I’m assuming it’s a fissure cause I had a second degree tear not a third, I’m a month postpartum. Is this normal? Did any of you guys have this problem??

I’m a month postpartum and have severe pain during bowl movements and severe pain after that lasts for hours. I’ve been taking stool softeners and eating high fiber and healthy foods. I’m assuming it’s an anal fissure cause I had a second degree tear and not a third. It’s the most painful shit ever and on top of ppd it’s making me wanna fucking cut off my lower body lol. Did this happen to anyone else and how long did it last? Any tricks for it?