Pain is the only thing that real
The pain of all that we have been through and the times we thought we are going to sink .
We struggled we stress about everything and anything at times cause we lost everything .
The one place we had that help keep are family together till that day .the worst day of all days that led to more fucked up events that followed.
That day I seen the hurt the anger the sadness and every emotion you had overwhelmed you at ones you broke that day I've been picking up all the peaces sense that day and molding them back as the best I can .
But like the saying gos fix one thing then something else brakes .well it was a fucked up few years its was back to back that bad luck kept hitting us back .
We stuck together through it all even when we both felt like just giving up and saying fuck it we looked at each other smiled and knew we could do this .so we got up even tho we hurt and we broke but we together picked up each other's peaces as we kept going .
We lost the most important things in are life's that was something that couldn't be replaced .but on top of that we lost the very roof over are heads and that was a horrible time to have that happen.
But we stayed strong we never let all that brake us we knew we would be ok . So after being on the streets for over 3 years and we stayed strong and we didnt let anyone try and brake us . But the stress on a all time high living on the streets made things a lil hard on us but we never let it break us .
Then the one day that ill never forget cause its a day that made me see and feel pain in a way I didnt know was real .we stayed strong together always and I guess what ever it was that just kept trying to break us down and kept making life hard was fed up and wanted us upart .
It took a more fucked up way to break us and not in a million years that I would have thought I would see the love of my life get ripped away from me by a car while we went on a bike ride I hate that you got ripped away in such a away it is burnt in my brain I relive it everyday sense that day and I wish I would have died that day with you but for some reason I survived with a shattered knee and extreme bruises. But the pain of all pains that one that can kill me slowly is one of seeing my world get hit then myself but as I come to im the onlyone that survived the onlything im ok with is that you dont have to go through what I do everyday and nite anytime I close my eyes .its a nightmare that I cant escape and the pain of waking up is a pain that really never seems to fade or get easier everyday its like it just happened everything I open my eyes 11 years being with each other day and night to never seeing you at all and its painful to want to wake up everyday if I could I would rather be with you thats the only way the pain would go away..