What do i do.... I have a crush on my best friend.
Im 14m. I know im bi, I mean just look at Ozzy on Survivor and Pedro Pascal GORGEOUS. Im out to 2 people, my only LGBTQ friend who isnt going through shit and my mom. I'm technically Mormon and so is my friend. I was going to my friends house yesterday. I hadn't seen him in a few months. I immediately noticed things like his voice got deeper, he got braces, etc. I noticed his hair looked really good. And then I realized i was legit like looking into his eyes longfully... and Im autistic (technically undiagnosed but like cuz i haven't had the chance don't hate me) so i hate eye contact! And then i realized i made sure to wear a nice shirt that made me look skinnier and shorts that matched and when he opened the door i got super nervous in a butterflies stomach kinda way. I mean i don't know maybe hes gay too... hes only ever mentioned one girl being bad and that Was Zoey from kpop demon hunters.
What the fuck do i do god this fucks everything