u/AbsintheJoe

I broke up with my gf about three weeks ago, and I’ve been really struggling since. I made the decision but often it second-guess that choice, and I’ve been pining for her quite hard, at times in a way I recognise as unhealthy (I.e going to her favourite coffee shop hoping to run into her).

Last night I had a very vivid dream that played out in real time, where she had passed away while we were broken up, and I attended her funeral. Her friends and family were not welcoming of me and nobody was really consoling me, since I was “the ex”, although I was devastated. Her brother wouldn’t even shake my hand.

I don’t know if this dream is a manifestation of feelings of guilt / regret over ending the relationship and my subconscious saying I should get back with her before it’s too late, or whether it’s my subconscious screaming at me that the relationship is dead and I should move on permanently. Or another explanation? What do these kind of dreams usually symbolise?