u/Able__Peach9843

hey guys, so a couple days ago I blocked my FA everywhere, even on Spotify. But then we had a phone call and it was kinda emotional.. I felt like a part of him still cared for me. Which is why I unblocked him afterwards.

So, yesterday i did a fatal mistake.. I texted him happy easter. His coldness triggered me again.. and now I just feel really unwell.

Can I block him everywhere again or would this come across as hateful / crazy since he didn't rlly say anything to prompt it?

I just wanna protect my peace and tbh his indifference hurts me so bad. I just want to forget him. He broke up and discarded me but still says he loves me which is why i had this weak moment yesterday and texted him... i hate myself so much for having done that. How can I minimize the damage?

something that I noticed when dating him was this: he never got jealous or possessive of me like ever. for example, i would tell him there's a guy in my dm hitting on me or could even be a guy from real life and he wouldn't care.. at all.

he would even treat it like it's normal / ignore me.

it's weird how these people have no emotions.. and how unloved and uncared they can make you feel.