u/Able-Cartographer980

I recently found out that I have adhd and my binging stemmed from it. I still have to wait around 3 months until I can acess my medication. While I'm waiting I've relapsed. Every day for the past 2 weeks has been a 6000cal+ binge. Not even joking, I gained 15kg (sure some water weight...but mostly real weight gain). I feel so hopeless right now, and I can't even look in the mirror. BED is not talked about enough.