Hi, so I've been wanting to try my hand at making a silent vlog style channel. I've made a couple of recordings to get a feel for making videos, and while I do enjoy staging and coming up with interesting viewing angles, I am struggling with anxiety. Maybe I am just over worrying. But like how do I get used to recording myself doing things? Or is this just something that goes away after a while?
I got into minimalism through Joshua Becker's youtube. And I've been de-cluttering over the past few years now. But now I've been really focused on getting rid of stuff. Kinda want to just have it all fit into a suitcase and my backpack. My housing situation is uncertain right now so I guess part of the driving factor is that I don't really want to deal with much
A few years ago I was at university pursuing my dreams, and while I was there I learned more about the Catholic faith from a class I took. I knew immediately that I wanted to become a Catholic! I even started going to the nearest local parish to attend Mass weekly.
Then I unexpectedly had to drop out of university because of fiances. I moved back to my parents. Since then, I have received a lot of push back from family members. Even had one sibling keep talking about Catholics vs. Protestants which I couldn't have cared less about.
My financial situation seems to always get worse despite my best efforts. I also decided to quit my toxic job because I just couldn't take working there anymore. It was severely affecting my physical and mental health. I'm currently in the process of looking for more work, and an ex-manager decided to publicly humiliate me on social media all because I was looking for other places to work.
I don't regret my decision to convert though. And I fully want to trust that God will provide me with what I need.
So, yeah I decided to finally quit my job at McDonald because I was getting tired of all of the bs at our store. And mind you, I am not the only one who has complained about upper management and how toxic the environment is. But after asking in a public group if any local businesses were hiring, an ex-manager criticized me for quitting and got upset when I called out the store's bs, Like bruh wtf??? Legit didn't even think that she was one of the toxic managers so her behavior baffled me