I feel like, I don't have love to give anymore.
I used to be interested in having someone in life till I was 26/27.
Met a few women/girls I was interested in, didn't work out. Had some intimate experiences emotionally and physically, but with separate women.
November 2022/23 "feelings" kind of changed towards women.
As much as I liked them, was longing to love one, became indifferent.
Felt like I just don't care. Prefrontal cortex development completion ? Idk.
After 2025 life just feels like, I can't even complete a thought I am having without getting interrupted.
When I get free in the evenings, I feel like wouldn't be bad having someone to be with right now, but, doesn't work like that right, can't have someone when I want them not when I don't. Moreover, I think I'd get disappointed I suppose, if I end up meeting someone much more se***l than me, I'd just feel like I don't want to do it all the time they want to, and I don't want to hear critiques about it. I feel can't trust anyone either, or just don't want to.
What do you guys think ? Do you think I am too self absorbed or set it my ways ? Life's been playing me ? I am too evolved lol ? Maybe I don't want to feel heartbreak ? I feel like I am missing something.