My friend confessed to me and I first rejected her as I was in a bad mental state (this was back in November of 2025) but I, a few months later, agreed to "Try something out" (this started on February) with her but she was very ecstatic about it like I already said yes to DATING and from then on things just got more out of hand but I contribute to most of the damage. I publicly in front of all our friends asked her to be my gf and dug my grave deeper and deeper from there. I now realise I was pressured to go along with it because what would I do, say no? and I now realise I should have. Basically if I broke up with her now she would probably go crazy because when I first rejected her she became very distant from all our friends and her own work because she really really likes me. I know if I also do it I would probably lose all my friends because it would be a bitch move from me. So how do I go about it without becoming a very bad villain to everyone and especially considering her strong feelings. It has been exactly a month since we started officially dating.
tl;dr She would be very hurt when I break up with her so how do I make it easy on her and also not lose all my friends in the process.