u/Abalamilly

Around six months ago (maybe longer, the time frame is weird) I was in a situationship with this guy I went to highschool with. It was basically fwb but he would then get a girlfriend, not message me for months on end, break up with her, message me again around a month later, repeat. Because I'm a lonely git, I took the attention because despite it being sexual, it made me feel attractive and chosen. Never slept with him though. Over the last few weeks I've received a multitude of abusive messages from him and his girlfriend about my body, specifically my chest and genitalia. They've been insulting things about me that I thought were normal, or are completely out of my control. I've been told to bleach my nipples, and they've insulted the fact I need to go and have a hymenectomy. This absolutely DOES NOT help me at all because I'm already extremely insecure as I get objectified alot, and I was SAd last year (coerced into removing my clothes). I've received messages on three different profiles, I've noticed stalking on my tiktok, and they've attacked so much that makes me, me. Including my hobbies, appearance etc. I'm so close to relapsing and I don't know what to do.