It's so hot outside, every day that passes reminds me that summer is slowly but surely coming. I'm sweating bullets everytime I go outside while wearing my jacket. Wearing a t-shirt wasn't that big of a problem earlier this year because my scars were mostly faded and unnoticable if you didn't pay attention (thankfully, no one cares enough about me to spend that much time looking at me) but now that I just relapsed, everyone is going to be able to tell. I couldn't care less about what strangers/classmates think about me but most of my friends and relatives don't know about what I'm going through so it's gonna be very awkward if they notice. Why couldn't I just abuse drugs instead like my relatives, that would be much easier to hide.
Thanks for listening to my rant, sorry if it was illegible, I have to do my homework and eat so I'm writing this quickly.