u/A_koalanamedfred

I met my friends a few months ago through my roommate, and although I've really enjoyed spending time around them, it feels like none of them really care about me like that. I'm rarely ever acknowledged in group hangouts, I'm always the first to initiate conversations, and I have an underlying feeling that they just want to do away with me. And it sucks because these are the first friends I've had in so many years and this is how I'm treated, after so many years of me being a friendless nobody and I become the outsider of my own friend group. I'm so sick and tired of this happening to me, Why am I always the one to be left out of absolutely everything