u/ASx2608

Hi,

I (19M) have recently discovered that I’m demisexual and that really tracks in my life.
However I got one thing, I never really had that special someone, I did have crushes here and there, but only one was real, the rest were aesthetic attraction or I was confused. Unfortunately it didn’t work out with that girl for multiple reasons.
Those crushes I typically had, because I think I subconsciously copied other people thinking about the opposite sex. I had crushes because I believed people expected that from me, largely my High School environment played a huge role in this.

People never really stuck around and that’s why I never could bond emotionally with them.
Is it weird for me to feel I never met a person beyond that girl that is special to me?

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