u/AKSTime

I just hate my parents, I want to go out for studies but those idiots are refusing, idc if this post gets deleted, idc whatever happens, they just think of me as a child, I'm 17, yet I have the cognitive function of a 30 year old and I know that. I just want to escape this hellhole of a house and just want to leave. At minimum, I'll have to stay here for 3 more years, and I just can't. I tried to take my own life by hanging myself, but I failed. I can't even kms properly. I just want to go and die in a hole or be left alone

Hey, I'm a 10th grade student, and I really want to join the Indian defence. For context, I'm a very high academic achiever (98.8% in 9th) and I'm planning to give JEE mains, but my actual passion is in Indian defence. I'm 5'8 at 14, and 53kg, I'm planning to join either via TES or NDA. I can't fully commit to army prep because the selection rate is low and I can't risk my JEE. I am going to give SSB of TES, and I REALLY want to join. Any tips?